This is the last day of the year
they call it new years eve
look back at all the memories
this year you’re going to leave
So when you feel unhappy
in the new upcoming year
sit down and read your memories
and smile from ear to ear
Don’t ponder on the bad things now
only tears will be shed
for tomorrow is a new start
a new year is ahead
To those who are far and near… To wish you the blessings of the season… Not just today but throughout the year… Believe in the magic of the season… May the love of God warm your hearts… May you forever cherish the memory … For unto us a child was born… He is our Savior and King… It’s the time we celebrate the day of His birth… And the blessings His love does bring… May the magic and wonder of the season… Bring joy and happiness to you… May it be a season you will always remember… And stay with you, your whole life through…
May the timeless message of Christmas… Fill your heart and home with love…
It’s a time to send our greetings… 
God Bless You
Kejadian 1 :
Nina kecil (5 tahun) sedang berlari-lari menuju pintu depan rumahnya ketika si Mami berteriak, “Diiikkkk...mau kemana udah sore gini?” Dengan polosnya Nina kecil menjawab, “Mau main Mi”. Lalu si Mami berjalan mendekatinya dan berkata, “Gak boleh ya, besok lagi mainnya. Sekarang udah sore, waktunya belajar...” Nina kecil menundukkan wajahnya dan dengan lesu melangkah masuk ke kamarnya sambil bilang, “Mami jelek!” Si Mami cuma tersenyum dan mengelus kepala Nina kecil. Selang beberapa waktu kemudian si Mami memanggil Nina kecil untuk makan malam, tapi gak ada sahutan sama sekali. Si Mami yang penasaran lalu mengetuk pintu kamar anaknya itu, tapi tetap tidak ada sahutan sama sekali. Pelan2 si Mami membuka kamar anak perempuannya... Kosong... Dengan agak panik si Mami menghampiri si Mbak sambil berkata, “Lihat Nina gak Mbak?” Si Mbak menggeleng, “Lho bukannya dari tadi sore di kamarnya Bu?” Si mami tambah panik. Seketika itu juga beliau mengerahkan seisi rumah untuk mencari anak perempuannya itu. Nina kecil ditemukan sedang nangkring di atas pohon rambutan di depan rumahnya. Si Mami dengan lembut meminta Nina kecil turun dari atas pohon, tapi Nina kecil gak mau. “Dik...turun dong...ayo makan...” kata si Mami. Nina kecil dengan cemberut bilang, “Gak mau! Mami jahat!” Si Mami kembali berkata, “Jahat gimana dik...? Emang Mami ngapain?” Nina kecil bilang, “Abisnya aku gak boleh main. Mami jelek. Mami jahat.” Si Mami yang akhirnya tahu persoalan sebenarnya menjadi tersenyum. Beliau mengerti dengan jelas kalo gadis kecilnya itu sedang ngambek. Pelan2 beliau berusaha membujuk anaknya itu. “Kan udah sore...masa mau main terus...besok kan masih bisa main lagi...apalagi besok Mami mau ajak kamu ke toko...kamu mau minta apa?” Begitu mendengar kata toko, Nina kecil langsung turun dari atas pohon dan berkata, “Beliin Chiki ama Taro ya Mi ya...?” Si Mami menganggukkan kepala sambil tersenyum.
Kejadian 2 :
Nina kecil (6 tahun) bertanya kepada si Mami, “Mi, Boleh gak aku ikut silat?” Si Mami spontan menoleh ke arah anaknya itu sambil berkata, “Silat? Buat apa dik? Kamu kan perempuan. Gak usah ya...?” Nina kecil langsung cemberut lalu berlari menuju kamarnya . Si Mami cuma bisa geleng2 kepala melihat tingkah anaknya itu. Beberapa hari kemudian si Mami dilaporin sama pegawainya kalau Nina kecil sering terlihat berada di pinggir sungai sedang memukuli dan menendangi pohon2 pisang milik warga kampung sampai pohon2 itu ambruk. Si Mami jelas terkejut mendengar laporan itu. Belum lepas keterkejutannya, ada seorang bapak yang mendatanginya. Si Bapak ini mengutarakan keluhannya atas kelakuan Nina kecil yang merusak kebun miliknya. Si Mami cuma bisa meminta maaf pada si Bapak itu dan membayar ganti rugi atas kerusakan yang sudah dibuat oleh anak perempuannya. Malam harinya si Mami menghampiri Nina kecil. Beliau berkata dengan lembut, “Dik...kamu beneran pengen latian silat?” Nina kecil menjawab, “Iya Mi !” Si Mami bilang, “Ya udah...besok Mami antar ke tempat latihan ya...tapi besok2 gak boleh mukulin pohon pisang lagi..” Nina dengan mantap menjawab, “Oke Mi! Mami baiikkk deeehhh... Nina sayang Mami..” Si Mami tersenyum sambil berkata, “Mami juga sayang kamu Nak...”
Kejadian 3 :
Nina kecil (8 tahun) dimarahi sama si Papi gara2 nilai ulangannya jelek. Si Papi dengan tegas menyuruh anaknya itu masuk kamar dan belajar. Beliau mengancam kalo besok gak dapet nilai 10, Nina kecil akan dihukum. Nina kecil masuk ke kamarnya dan menangis. Beberapa saat kemudian terdengar suara gaduh di luar rumah. Seisi rumah otomatis berhamburan keluar rumah untuk melihat apa yang sedang terjadi. Ternyata....Nina kecil sedang berada di atap rumah dan melemparkan genteng2 ke bawah Si Papi yang dasarnya galak, langsung ngamuk2 dan menyeret anak perempuannya itu turun dari atap. Dengan tersedu-sedu Nina kecil menjelaskan, “Habis Papi marahin aku terus... aku kan gak bisa... masa disuruh bisa... besok aku gak mau sekolah lagi!” Si Papi mulai kehilangan kesabarannya dan kembali memarahi anaknya itu. Si Mami yang gak tega melihat anaknya menangis lalu berkata, “Udah lah Pi... jangan dipaksa... gini aja..malam ini Mami ajari Nina sampai dia bisa... Mami yakin besok dia dapet nilai 10... Mami janji Pi..” Nina kecil mendengar perkataan si Mami lalu berkata, “Tapi Mi...gimana kalo besok aku gak dapet nilai 10?” Si Mami dengan yakinnya berkata, “Besok kamu pasti dapat nilai 10... Mami percaya kamu bisa...” Sepanjang malam itu si Mami sibuk mengajari Nina kecil sampai larut malam. Beliau mengajari anak perempuannya itu dengan penuh kesabaran. Dan besok siang, Nina kecil berlari-lari menghampiri si Mami sambil mengacungkan kertas ulangannya, “Mamiiiiiii....aku dapat 10 !” Si Mami tertawa sambil berkata, “Tuh kan kamu bisa... Anak Mami pasti bisaaaa..” Nina kecil tertawa, “Makasih ya Mi udah ngajarin aku.... Makasih ya Mi gak marahin aku...” Si Mami tersenyum mendengar perkataan itu.
(Dan si Mami akan terus mengajari dengan penuh kelembutan dan kesabaran sehingga Nina Kecil selalu jadi juara kelas)
Kejadian demi kejadian terlewati. Dari hal yang sepele, sampai dengan masalah yang berat. Nina selalu ingat bagaimana si Mami selalu saja menyayanginya. Nina teringat saat dia keracunan obat hingga sekujur badannya bengkak. Si Mami pontang-panting mencarikan obat, membuatkan makanan, dan menungguinya semalaman sampai Nina sembuh. Nina ingat ketika dia berantem sama si Mami dan si Mami tetap memaafkannya. Nina ingat ketika dia selalu membuat masalah, si Mami selalu membereskan masalahnya.
Mother,
You filled my days with rainbow lights,
Fairytales and sweet dream nights,
A kiss to wipe away my tears,
A smile to ease my fears.
You gave the gift of life to me
And then in love, you set me free.
I thank you for your tender care,
For deep warm hugs and being there.
PS : I Miss You, Mami.... I’ll be home soon...
Enaknya libur BW 2 hari..puas nonton VCD deh.. Walaupun sisa VCD yang belum ditonton masih banyak banget !! Yah lumayan lah, hari Sabtu dan Minggu kemaren bisa puas menikmati dunia.. 
Begitu ngeliat SB, alamaakkk banyak amat yah yang mesti dikunjungi balik. Ya udah deh aku mesti bersabar mengunjungi satu2... Sempet agak bete sih. Coz ada beberapa blog yang kalo dikunjungi loadingnya lama banget.. padahal blog yang lain biasa aja deh.. hiks... Untunglah aku orangnya baik dan sabar... Mana ada juga blog yang SBnya susah banget diisi.. selalu failed gitu kalo aku post comment. Cobaan apa lagi iniiiiii....
Asik ngecekin SBku satu2....eh ternyata ada pesen kalo aku dapet Tag dari Youngest... Ah bahagianya hatiku... Thank you very much Youngest.. You’re very nice..
Ini dia tagnya :
Trus ada juga pemberitahuan dari Lupuz Tarakan kalo aku dapet pe er.. alamaaakkk aku dah mikir pe er apa lagi nih??? Ternyata cuma tinggal kasih tanda aja. Form-nya udah disediain.. enak enak.. hehehehe... tetep aja sih ada peraturannya...
Rules:
1. tag 5 friends (not the one who sent it to you!)
2. answer all truthfully
3. take it in public!
4. tell all tags on their profile that they have been tagged
Dan ini dia pe ernya.. (banyak tapi nyata)
Info
[x] I am shorter than 5′4.
[ ] I think I’m ugly sometimes.
[ ] I tan easily.
[ ] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[ ] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ] I have/I’ve had braces.
[ ] I wear glasses/contacts.
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[ ] I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger.
[x] I have more than 2 piercing.
[ ] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[x] I have freckles.
Family/Home Life
[ ] I’ve sworn at my parents.
[ ] I’ve run away from home.
[ ] I’ve been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[ ] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I’ve lost a child.
School/Work
[x] I’m in school
[x ] I have a job (I have job…but still freelancer in my school)
[ ] I’ve fallen asleep at work/school.
[ ] I almost always do/did my homework.
[ ] I’ve missed a week or more of school.
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[ ] I’ve stolen something from my job.
[ ] I’ve been fired.
Embarrassment
[ ] I’ve slipped out a “lol” in a spoken conversation.
[ ] Disney movies still make me cry.
[ ] I’ve peed from laughing.
[ ] I’ve snorted while laughing.
[ ] I’ve laughed so hard I’ve cried.
[ ] I’ve glued my hand to something.
[ ] I’ve had my pants rip in public.
Health
[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[ ] I’ve gotten stitches/staples.
[x] I’ve broken a bone.
[ ] I’ve had my tonsils removed.
[ ] I’ve sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
[ ] I’ve had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[ ] I’ve had chicken pox.
[ ] I’ve had measles
Traveling
[ ] I’ve driven over 200 miles in one day
[x] I’ve been on a plane.
[ ] I’ve been to Canada.
[ ] I’ve been to Mexico.
[ ] I’ve been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I’ve been to Japan.
[ ] I’ve celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I’ve been to Europe.
[ ] I’ve been to Africa.
Experiences
[x] I’ve gotten lost in my city.
[ ] I’ve seen a shooting star.
[ ] I’ve wished on a shooting star
[ ] I’ve seen a meteor shower.
[x] I’ve gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[x] I’ve kicked a guy where it hurts.
[ ] I’ve been to a casino.
[ ] I’ve been skydiving.
[ ] I’ve gone skinny dipping
[ ] I’ve played spin the bottle.
[ ] I’ve drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I’ve crashed a car.
[ ] I’ve been skiing.
[ ] I’ve been in a play.
[ ] I’ve met someone in person from myspace.
[ ] I’ve caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I’ve seen the Northern lights.
[x] I’ve sat on a roof top at night.
[ ] I’ve played chicken.
[ ] I’ve played a prank on someone.
[ ] I’ve ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I’ve seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[ ] I’ve eaten sushi.
[ ] I’ve been snowboarding.
Relationships
[ ] I’m single
[ ] I’m in a relationship.
[ ] I’m engaged.
[ ] I’m married.
[ ] I’ve gone on a blind date.
[ ] I’ve been the dumped more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[ ] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I’ve gotten divorced.
[ ] I’ve had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back.
[ ] I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
[ ] I’ve kept something from a past relationship.
[ ] I’ve had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[ ] I’ve had a crush on a teacher
[ ] I’ve been kissed in the rain.
[ ] I’ve hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger.
Honesty/Crime
[ ] I’ve done something I promised someone else I wouldn’t.
[ ] I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t.
[ ] I’ve snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[ ] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I’ve cheated while playing a game.
[ ] I’ve cheated on a test.
[x] I’ve run a red light.
[ ] I’ve been suspended from school.
[x] I’ve witnessed a crime.
[ ] I’ve been in a fist fight
[ ] I’ve been arrested.
Drugs/Alcohol
[ ] I’ve consumed alcohol.
[ ] I regularly drink.
[ ] I’ve passed out from drinking.
[ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[ ] I’ve smoked weed
[ ] I’ve taken painkillers when I didn’t need them.
[ ] I’ve eaten shrooms.
[ ] I’ve popped E.
[ ] I’ve inhaled Nitrous.
[ ] I’ve done hard drugs.
[ ] I have cough drops when I’m not sick.
[ ] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem.
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[ ] I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
[ ] I shut others out when I’m depressed.
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[ ] I’m anorexic or bulimic.
[ ] I’ve slept an entire day when I didn’t need it.
[ ] I’ve hurt myself on purpose.
[ ] I’ve woken up crying.
Death and Suicide
[ ] I’m afraid of dying.
[x] I hate funerals.
[ ] I’ve seen someone dying.
[ ] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[ ] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[ ] I’ve planned my own suicide.
[ ] I’ve attempted suicide.
[ ] I’ve written a eulogy for myself.
Materialism
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[ ] I own something from Hot Topic.
[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.
[x] I collect comic books.
[ ] I own something from The Gap.
[ ] I own something I got on e-bay.
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie.
Random
[ ] I can sing well.
[ ] I’ve stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[ ] I open up to others easily.
[x] I watch the news.
[ ] I don’t kill bugs.
[ ] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[ ] I curse regularly.
[x] I sing in the shower.
[ ] I am a morning person.
[ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[ ] I’m a snob about grammar.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[ ] I twirl my hair.
[ ] I have “x”s in my screen name.
[ ] I love being neat.
[ ] I love Spam
[ ] I’ve copied more than 30 CD’s in a day.
[ ] I bake well.
[ ] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue.
[ ] I’ve worn pajamas to school.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[ ] I know how to shoot a gun
[ ] I am in love with love
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[ ] I laugh at my own jokes.
[x] I eat fast food weekly.
[x] I believe in ghosts.
[ ] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[ ] I’ve not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[x] I can’t sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[ ] I am really ticklish.
[ ] I love white chocolate.
[x] I bite my nails.
[x] I play video games.
[ ] I’m good at remembering names.
[ ] I’m good at remembering dates.
[x] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
Sebenernya aku masih bingung mo kasih ni pe er ke siapa... Jadi lebih baik ini pe er aku kasih ke semua pengunjung blog ini aja yah.. hehehehe
